but having said all that, we managed to tide through these two weeks. now all left is chindia test, genetics test, enzymes spa. and also SIP, maths assignment, zuo ye. heng i've done zuo ye. and also IP1 topics for eoy. screw it, reli got no time. argh!

brought home my eupho after band on wed. no more practices till end of promos. i finally have time to study. don't get mistaken here, i enjoy band a lot. it's just that i find that right now, studying takes priority. of cos, i get to keep in touch with the instru for about 30 mins to 1 hour daily. which isn't that bad. can do that during my breaks after long hours of studying. which is great! yes i figured out notes for one tocatta part. it's nice! on the other hand, my lips are unable to sustain high notes. even worse den before. i hate it whenever i gotta play high notes. can't push myself. somehow.

i just had this random thought. wad if one day, i suddenly die, due to dno wad, and wad would happen to those around me? cry? sad? happy? lol? i'm not having suicidal thoughts. i'm perfectly normal, the same old iggy that you guys know. I just remembered wad my dad told me before. He said that at the very last moment, when a person is about to die, the thing or person that he loves the most would appear in his mind, and only there and then would he realise what he loves the most. Unfortunately, the next moment he dies, and he can't spend more time with whatever he loves. lol omg why am i thinking of such stuff!

ok back to happy stuff. phantom of the opera is really nice. having played it during band on wed. shiok ah! but sigh, can't play that high A note. argh i hate my embrochure! all bcos of that stupid yamaha eupho i used last yr. small mouthpiece. too used to that small mouthpiece. den when i switched to SM4, i couldn't play high notes; on the contrary, low notes became my suitable range. but yea, that's when i changed my focus to all my techniques, and in turn, neglecting my high notes, hence ending up like some piece of 'sai'. oh well. either improve or stay stagnant.

i miss the good times spent with friends suddenly. must be cos i suddenly realise how much i've been misisng out in IP1 last year. IP2 is like... zzz asking for ur life. IP1 is really WHOO. i guess we just have to make the best out of everything we can? somehow i feel it was a mistake coming IP. should have just stayed in VS.

Last thing to blog about. J2s stepped down already. (have i blogged about this in my previous post? i totally forgot lol.) still remember all the fun times, like majestia at esplanade (WHOOOOOOOO) and also NSSN, Urban Hike, JTS, STJ, batch outing to sentosa. i must be some lucky person to have met this wonderful J2 seniors. :) makes band really fun! will miss those crazy moments with them... IP2 is ending. 2/4 years in vj. 2 more years in vjcsb. reli, i guess after four years, the things i will miss the most, are moments spent with the band during these two years. 4 years of memories at the end of the day. will i cry during my final concert?

ok back to real life. guess i shan't slack anymore. off to work!