fun on foot ytd. haha fun fun. but last yr was much more enjoyable, much more running, much more adventure. not forgetting how i nearly got banged down by oncoming traffic 7 times that day! haha but well ya back to ytd's fun on foot. i find the smsing thing retarded and stupid. the tasks are well... weird. well i do like shouting across the road to some other random group asking if there is a check point in concourse. LOLOL! stupid qns we gotta ans as well. damn retarded ones. ended up calling our informants at home for help.
the most memorable station last year = McNair lodge.
the most memorable station this year = Golden Mile Complex.
We looked like retards last year. 4 ppl in pink shirt, in front of McNair lodge, knocking the gate and shouting inside 'ANYONE IN?' in the middle of a residential HDB area, early in the morning at 9 plus. so lol. This yr, at Golden Mile Complex, we went around the complex looking for ppl in blue-official shirt, but NO ONE. we looked like another 4 retards in yellow shirt, going around like nobody's business. so lol, AGAIN. whats up with screwed up places in this competition?!?! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL oh and grats to kim lihui novia manu for getting fifth! heard vj swept top 5 places. HOHO! VJ!!!!!!
well after that, went down to tiong bahru with manu andre kim novia to meet enan smeet sam to catch Harry Potter. Well, i would say upon 10 it gets a 5? or possibly even a fail, cos of some SUPER NOISY PERSON BEHIND US WHO KEPT TALKING AND COMMENTING ABOUT THE MOVIE, AND ALSO THE FACT THAT SHE WAS TALKING ON THE PHONE WITH NO IDEA WHO! screw it, such ppl ruin shows ttm. ok well back to movie. LACK OF ACTION SRSLY. i'm not gonna comment abt emma watson like how andre and manu do. all i'm gonna say is that she didn't talk much throughout the movie. ron was er... no comments either. AHA LIQUID LUCK! (talking to enan now, and suddenly he said liquid luck hoho!) ok well, because i totally forgot the story, i accepted the movie as it was, but after the whole show, i realised stuff were missing. not gonna spoil the movie here... and the ending was srsly disappointing. oh well that's all abt the movie i'm gonna say. well the plus point? good graphics.
after reaching back tampines, yw called up and talked abt sip, only to find out that we were both at tampines. so we walked back home tgt... and sat down at my void deck to talk at 9.50. thought we would talk till 10, but guess wad. we talked till 11.30 LOL SO OMG. talked abt many stuff. hahahahahahahaha man it's good to haf htht sometimes. like sean and me during jts back in june. :)
woke up today at 9, went for brkfast and back at 10. studied la until i couldn't concentrate. argh and i reli hate family gatherings. like all the time, the adults would end up:
a) raising voices at each other
b) start discussing abt money
c) start squabbling abt totally stupid issues
d) start getting my grandma to do stuff that she doesn't like
e) following that my grandma will start nagging at everyone
f) and i would be damn freaking pissed but i don show it, and i don say anthing, and i would just freaking sit there and act as if i'm not listening to their conversation.
but sorry i'm just bottling up everything. i the youngest of the whole family, now second cos i got a baby cousin (WHEEE) but den, I CAN'T FREAKING VOICE OUT MY OPINIONS! wth. and i'm like always trying to keep myself calm, so that i wont shout out loud like how i do when i get real angry in sch... if i reli do, i'm gonna be so freaking pissed with myself, with the adults. and i'm so gonna be damn regretful.
i hate family gatherings
sometimes i feel, i'm not being respected. sometimes, i feel really small. sometimes, i feel scared. i reli dno what to do sometimes. i'm like some small little toy, being squished in between adults. super irritating. super stupid. suffocating. i would like to voice out my opinions, but would they? NO!
i need to talk... to that beetle... many things inside me that are fighting its way out.