i would think i'm feeling much better right now. i really hope i am. but den again. sometimes, things just change at the most unexpected moments. making things even more sour and bitter den it should be. thx to jw and sam and pamela for cheering me up. lol hopefully i get better soon.
why should i even feel this way
on the other hand, i like the feeling i get whenever my mouth goes dry after playing my instrument for hours. or maybe 1 hour. lol cos i know i have practised enuf. or more den enuf. hopefully i get better and better and by j2 i can play a concerto. hopefully.
