i'm not sure if i said this before... but nssn reli reminds me of how little time thr is left with the j1s... and nssn also reli reminds me of how i have walked thru this yr, as the only ip1 in band... from not being close to anyone at all, to being close with daniel shikang fahjin, and then gradually closer to others around me, and now, the j1s are like my batchmates...
listening to Quintet by Canadian brass reli makes me emo and all... keeps reminding me of vjcsb... keeps reminding me of nssn, majestia, and the people who made them a success...
everytime i think of nssn, i will always think about the section, mr tan, j1s, skit, batch dance. cos although technically i'm not a j1, i joined them for the dance and all, making me like a j1, BUT i'm still in fact only an ip1... i still have 3 more years to go by, and at the end of 4 years, deep down inside, u will know what u really miss, who u reli miss...
i wonder how things will be like. cos when j1s leave nxt yr, i will become an ip2. and in the following yr, i will be taking over them and becoming the j1 of the band. but i will reli miss being their jnr, cos they are REALLY A FUN BATCH OF PPL. I think i will feel very empty if one day, i return back to the band room, but see no one inside. It's like some nightmare, and you can't see the people you want to, the people that you trust a lot. When I'm j2, i think i reli will end up like my ip4s... esp charissa, cos she had wanted to cry on stage that night on majestia... She said the band room looks very different from what it looked like when she joined band back in ip1... 3 years ago that means...
As a Viper in the band, you would see 4 batches of vjcsb members throughout ur 4 years thr. As an IP1, you would be close to ur j1s. And when u're ip2, i guess u would be close to the j2s and j1s of that yr. and when u're ip3, or aka j1, u would be close to ur batchmates, and the j2s, BUT the seniors of j3s WHOM u have spent wonderous memories would not be thr anymore, and they would be out thr pursuing their different dreams. And that is when u realise, u have grown up, u have to stand on ur own, and remember them. cos who knows when u will be meeting them again, like gg to vivo as a batch, and playing games like chop chilli for 1 hour plus, and getting videoed by strangers? u will definitely miss the times u spent with them... Last but not least, when u're ip4, or aka j2, u would be the senior of the band, or the most senior, cos technically speaking u have spent 4 years in the band, and would know the band more den any other person. u would be close to ur batchmates, and ur jnr j1s. and den u would also realise, ur j3s are not thr, and ur j4s aren't thr as well. and when u play for ur last concert in vjcsb after 4 years, 7 concerts, u would have a sudden surge of feelings inside u, with all feelings getting all mixed up. this would be when u would miss ur j1s of 2008. the people u have learnt a lot from, spent a lot of fun times with, played in the band tgt, and the fact that u aren't playing with them anymore, but playing for them in the audience on the last night of ur last concert. they will become ppl listening to u, and they will be the ones telling u how u've grown since ip1. u will definitely feel that they are the seniors and teachers of ur life in vjcsb...
i'm reli lucky to have them as my seniors, taking me in and treating me as one of them. if i hadn't joined band, perhaps i would be in some other cca, whereby ip and jc are totally two different cliques... and it would not be as much fun that way...
this nssn marks the end of my ip1 life. as the only ip1 in band. it marks the end of a wonderful yr with my j1s. it marks the beginning of a new yr, new challenges, and memories that will forever belong inside u...
Wonderful memories... 8:31 am
